Dear nobody,

I'm not okay, I need help but I just can't find the courage to ask someone.

there are soo many things that I regret in my life, I'm want to cry but the tears won't come. I just wish I could hug somebody instead of writing this stupid letter. im in pain stranger, I wish someone was here, i'm stuck in this room made of wood, trying to meet expectations, battling addictions, battling past trauma, I wake up at nights worried and sweaty, I try to pray to whoever is listening and ask that please show me the way out, because soon when I cant take it anymore, I'll be gone