Dear nobody,

One day I'll go away, I'll get out of here. I'll change my name, I'll change everything you know me to be, you'll never hear from me again and I'll be rid of all the dead weight. There's no convincing, no going back, there's no working it out. I'll finally live a life for my self, do what I like, when I like, I'll live a life I deserve. The sad days of my current life will come to an end. I'd like to hope things go right for you - well right enough so that I'll always be better off than you are, but deep in my heart I know I want you to suffer, I want you to feel how I've felt, I want you blame yourself, I want you to know this was all because of you and not this as in me leaving, this as in the horrible life I pray you will live.