Dear Tristan,

You're my boyfriend now.
Who would've thought.

That was a lot easier than expected to be honest with you, but it wasn't all super easy to get through. I spent months imagining your touch, fantasizing of the day that you look into my eyes and tell me you love me.

I didn't expect it to be the same day, but god, when you looked so intently into my eyes, sounding as if you were about to cry, "I love you" made my heart genuinely stop. I had wanted to hear those words for so long

I feel comfortable with you, I feel as if nothing can hurt me when I'm with you. What makes it even better is that you're a very good friend of mine already, we have things in common, we share a friend group, we laugh at the same jokes, we're both Furries (The shock I was in when I found out is unmatched) We are such similar people in so many ways, it makes me so happy.

Sometimes I feel bad for writing to you on here but not on a piece of paper to you. I'm terrified I'll say too much to early, so I guess I'll keep my thoughts to this website.

I love you