Dear My friends,

I am sorry I've been the way I am for so long. I know you all love me but I also know without me you'd probably be perfectly happy. Now that we're all out of college the distance will be greater and it will be harder for me to see you all, but you'll be able to see each other because you're. closer. It's probably for the best- I know I'm too much most of the time and I really wish you didn't love me s much as you did. I don't deserve it. I love you all so much but I don't think I really fit in as a part of anyone's lives anymore. I'm just going to go home and focus on my career.