Dear Myself and everything in between,

God, I was a stupid kid. Chasing every dandelion and every firefly the sky could wish to me. God, I was pretty pathetic. I'd sing along to things I knew nothing about and I'd stick my feet out the window while we drove through my past. God, I wish I wasn't so stupid. I loved everything that smiled at me and everything smiled at me. God, I wish I could go back. I would hold onto the grass in the field a little longer. I would catch every firefly and taxidermy it into my heart. I would never shut the window, sun or snow. God, I would never have closed my eyes.