Dear Harry,

I don't wish you the best. And that's strange of me because I always wanted the world for you even when we was apart. But I never even knew you, the real you. I never even had you, at least not to myself. You did so many wrongs and I just forgave, I thought you was misunderstood and hurting but everything was just a lie. You told me she hurt you and then got back with her probably while we was together like you always do. I don't know why I thought you might have grew up since we was kids, but u just got worse. You cheated, you hit, you shouted, you left and I could go on but I kept a smile on my face and love in my heart because I understood you, well I understand the person you pretended to be. I stood by ur side, I defended you, I gave you so much grace and you gave me nothing. So I don't wish you the best. I feel free. I've loved the version of you I believed in for far too long long and I'm glad you came back, it showed me exactly what I don't want. You never grew up harry, you just got worse. Girl to girl without a care not because your in pain but because you couldn't stand sitting alone and having to acknowledge who you actually are. You hurt everyone around you, you slept with your "best friends" girlfriend, you slagged all your mates off everyday, you did things to purposely hurt them and they have stood by ur side, unaware. Your pathetic. I don't wish you the best, but I don't hate you, I can finally live without thinking what if, because there is no if, who you are now is all you will ever be and that's not something I admire or care for. You hurt me in many ways just like u have with every girl in your life. I hope one day when ur man enough you will see that your life is empty, because they will leave if you keep making the same choices.

I don't miss you, I don't want you, I don't love you, but I don't hate you. You are nothing to me now. So thank you for cheating, hurting and lying about abuse. You opened my eyes to see that the man I loved, was no man at all.