Dear Raffeal,

I miss you so much. In another life we could make "forever" happen. I feel like you didn't tell me everything when we broke up. Like there was more and you were choosing to not tell me. I think the reason you left hurt more than anything even tho it was just about growth. Because you helped me grow so much...and whennit was now your turn you walked away. And it feels like maybe I trust you inna way you never trusted me. I'll always miss you and I'm waiting for you and I think I forever will because my heart won't allow me to love someone else. And even if I ever do I'll always want you and what we had. I could never hate you. I'll always love you even if it's not romantic anymore and more platonic, but even then I'll always be open to having a romantic relationship with you if you ever wanted. But since that's not what you want it's okk. I just hope we never loose all ways of communication bc I really hope I end up with you and I hope your my soul mate because I feel that soul tie and if all roads really do lead to Rome and what's meant to be and fate I'll see you again one day.