Dear Dear G,,

I knew from the start we were not compatible, neither in lifestyle, mindset, values...
But something in me wanted to be seen, so I stayed, I wanted to give it a try.
I let my whole existence naked in front of you, knowing you would never think, feel or understand things the same way I did, I was the fire and the ocean, and you, you were just there.
I liked that you showed support, that you removed your ego.
But still, I always felt we were not within the same puzzle.
And once you left, I collapsed, I collapsed for showing myself to someone who is not like me.
I was always proud of myself and I felt I was talking to a wall...
Yes you cared, yes you showed attention, but, you were never for me, even as friends...
And knowing myself, I value people beyond romantic interactions, and I felt I wasn't valued, easily replaced, like a piece of meat...
So I collapsed, the whole summer, autumn, and started collecting my scattered pieces during winter.
Now I feel more like myself, this was a lesson I learned in life, and so everything in life.
I wish you a good life
Regards,