Dear James,

I feel so hurt and betrayed by what you did to me.

You were my friend, someone I loved, trusted and would've done anything for.

You crossed so many lines and boundaries. You've broken my heart, manipulated me and lied so many times. But it's not just me. You've done this to the woman you were meant to love, the woman who carried your baby, the woman you said you wanted to spend your life with.

How dare you.

Who the fuck do you think you are. To hurt and betray so many people. It makes me think, all those times you opened up to me about those "false" accusations. If you are capable of this, god only knows what else you are capable of.

You were never a good friend to me; when I broke up with my ex you ignored my message, you never asked me about myself, you never listened when I talk. God forbid the world stops revolving around you for two fucking minutes.

If this is how you show love, I hope you never love again.

You are a truly horrible person. What you did brought up so much trauma and past experiences for me. You're not the first of my alleged friends to treat me as a sexual object for your own use and pleasure, but you will be the last.

You've made me feel so uncomfortable in my own skin, violated and unsafe. How am I meant to trust again.

You and you alone have done this, how dare you try and put the blame on anyone but you. Vile, scum, disgusting human being.

How low must you think of me to think that you can buy my morals, to buy my body. You thought I would keep your secret, that I would only think of you in this.

You have no place in my life anymore. I will not be subject to your lies, manipulation and abuse ever again.

I hope everyone finds out. I hope everyone knows what you really are. I hope you lose everything. But mostly, I hope nobody ever has to endure your bullshit ever again.

You are done.