Dear Universe,

Help me
I'm very traumatised and tomorrow will have to meet and talk with a person who has traumatised me. It's very,very uncomfortable, anxiety-giving and physically feels bad. They kinda used me when I was just 18. Like body used me. And I, being stupid naive bitch, never said anything. It's all very messed up but I kinda moved on but when I see them I fee the same anxiety and fear I felt back then. And also deep,deep hate. They don't even look good.
Also it's a family member lol xdxd don't know what to do