Dear Anybody,

I don't want to live with my mom but yet I don't want to live with my dad because with my dad it's constant activities or like going out but with my mom it's just being at the house doing absolutely nothing but yet I still have to keep up my façades I can't let them crack and the lack of communication between them stresses me out because the only time they talk to eachother is when my mom gets mad at me for oversleeping or something and I can't stand it anymore I cant stand any of this shit. I would run away but where would I go? My dad has connections everywhere and they'll tell him if they've seen me and I can't go to one of my friends house like no I can't burden them like that. I NEED some where else to go. I hate both sides of my family right now and I don't have a clear reason as to why.