Dear K,

I really like you and even though you are a transman like me, I get massive bottom dysphoria because of you. I wish you loved me.
I know you're gay, even if we are the same gender and it could work and even if you said you'd date AFAB people.
But you always tell me how you wish I was AMAB. You always say that you wish you had a boyfriend.
Im right here, we've been friends for years, we've made out, we did things that no typical friends do.
And I do think that if I were born a boy, you wouldve loved me. If I had a male part, you woudlve loved me, since you're so curious with how one feels.
I wish I were born a boy
And I never wouldve thought that Ill get dysphoria because of another Trans man
Why cant you just love me with how I am
Why cant anyone love me without seeing the female parts first
Why cant I just been born a boy