Dear Nobody™,

i'm tired of being alone. everyone around me has a boyfriend. all my girls have their own boys. yes i notice some people are interested in me and i have became interested in some of them but gazing at them isn't enough anymore. i made a promise to myself that i'd wait for a man to come to me since i always go to them first and it just never works. right now, i am focusing on myself and doing the work to love myself firstly. but oh would it be so nice to have a boyfriend. someone i could lov, cherish, hug, kiss, and so much more. it's all i've ever dreamed of. it's been a little over a year now that i've talked to a guy with interest.

it's about to be the end of the school year in like 4 weeks. and im super stressed about school, i really hope and pray that i pass.... but anywho, no love came my way. i had really high expectations too cause it was my FIRST year of college. i knew there was going to be some hot guys that are bound to want to talk to me but no one in fact found me cute enough to approach. maybe because i stayed on campus i didn't get much exposure outside of my dorm room. that's my fault but it's okay. the boys are campus were not attractive to me. i don't think i was attractive to them either though. they were wayyyyy to fine for me or not enough fine for me. and i know I shouldn't be talking about anyone like tht but pls have patience with me.

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i wishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i hadddddddddddddddddddddd a byofriendddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

life would honestly be so much better and i don't think i would be so lazy like i am right now. i honestly see why im single though cause i am a very inseucre girl that needs to continue to go to therapy.

sigh it all. anyway, baiiiiiiii that was my rant on how i'm doing in life. i mainly want some friends too cause all of this is girl talk but no girl matched my vibe here on campus which sucks. am i neurodivergient or something??? why don't people like me:((

whatever!! peace xoxoxox