Dear Dear Ryan,,

If I'm being honest there is so much i want to say....there were so many things left unsaid between us and so many questions that went unanswered from your end and i will probably never get an answer. I guess I'm writing this to get this weight off my chest of carrying these feelings after all this time because i fail to believe all those little things like late night talks, song dedications and the random "this made me think of you" meant nothing to you. It had to be real...

I will never know if you meant anything you said but I will always know that what i felt was true. I fully believe you were my right person, wrong time. Maybe in another life we will meet again and get things right. I hope you know I don't regret a thing..

I still love you....and I still listen to that cover of wicked games all the time.