Dear Dear Mom,

I really love you alot mumma but I wish you could understand me better. I just wanted you to be available emotionally. But you got so engrossed in brother that you forgot being there for me. I really felt bad because I always think you deserved a better daughter who wasn't average in everything she did. But I'm too sensitive and you know that very well. But still you talked so harsh to me that I drowned in the pain. I lost my old self who was so good at sharing her emotions and feelings but as the time passed I lost the ability to share anything what I felt. Because whenever I tried to share something you judged even compared my pain with brother. I cried out so much in silence and still you never noticed. I kept filling my mind by telling that she too needs time and....maybe one day you would understand me. But now I don't even expect anything from you. But I still get panic attacks , anxiety and I'm so done with everything that I don't even feel to talk to anyone. I still crave that motherly side of yours but I never felt it . You say that you love equally to me and brother but that's a lie. And it will always hurt me till I get in death bed . I hope no one faces the same situation has I did . And I really wish whoever reads this letter has never had faced there mothers like I did. Atlast,I really want to thank my mumma for whatever she did for me and to bring me in this world . And I hope you have less regret for having a daughter like me ...