Dear Nobody™,
I fear I should just give up on trying. I wish I could re-start my life, build it from scratch ones again because even though I am young, my mistakes haunt me. I wish I could be happy but whenever I try I know it's all gonna be pointless and I'll be back in the bubble of sadness that surrounds me. I wish to become quite, mute almost. I do not wanna communicate with anyone anymore because my own words are painful. I am done with life, I really do not wish to live, I wish this would end but the worst part is I can't end it myself because that will haunt me.