Dear Dear Nobody,

The past few months have been a rough ride. A win always claims its price. Again, I paid a lot. Looking at it long term, I`m not even close to being done yet. This road seems endless, though I sure am willing to go further. Although, I'm wondering what else I will have to sacrifice. There are so many questions on my mind, since everything seems to be unpredictable, but I'm not able to ask any of them. Reaching out to those who are the cause isn't an option, they hide. Those who I could ask, aren't willing to answer. How do you target the "invisible" enemy? Thinking of it all, combining all the facts I have, I am sure I know my answers already. In fact, I may even know a little too much. Sometimes I wish, that I could just talk openly for hours, but my mind would go blank in the second that I would try to do so. Also, I'm way to honest for the majority of people. I'm not the one to keep their illusions alive, but I'm somehow always the one who gets sacrificed for their delusional mind. For what? War is over. It's been over long ago. Just leave.

Never trust those who act innocent and harmless.