Dear Nobody™,

Hello to anyone who sees this, I'm at a curtain dilemma where Im living with my girlfriend and her family in a small space. I like my privacy and all and it could be a bit much sometimes but we got something good right now.
In my teen years I might have discovered I'm bisexual at least then it turned to crossdressing. I like that part of myself but I never told anyone in my life before. When I do this I feel free and happy but I do it when no one is in the house which isn't often.
I have thoughts of leaving to a new place by myself to explore that more to decide if I'm trans or not but I dont want to leave my family and my girlfriends family as they all rely on me at times.
So I don't mind if I was a boy the rest of life but doing the girl thing and everyone knowing seems like a bit too much to handle, especially if I don't think its me and I switch back or change my mind.
I feel like I should tell someone in person to figure it out more, but for now everything is going good for now.
Thanks for reading. :)