Dear Samuel,

I don't feel like I ever took the time to explain some stuff about M to you, so I guess I'll do it here. I don't want to bombard your DMs with this since the situation has been dead for so long.

I remember when I was still with M, and we had gone to pizza hut one day after school. I let early because I still had to take the bus that day. I remember I sat on the opposite side of the table from you, M directly across from you and I beside him. This sounds so trivial, but it sits in my head all the time, you moved your hand to get a slice of pizza and your hand sort of grazed mine but for a little longer than the fractions of milliseconds it should've been there. I don't know why that miniscule moment made me feel warm inside, but when I tell you my heart started pounding good lord.

Sorry,

that sounds weird as hell now that I'm writing down, but I might as well since you'll never find these lol