Dear Nobody™,

i really wanted to say all this directly to you but i just can't so here it is....
yk what i was really in love with you i was madly in love with you i never asked for anything from you i didn't even blamed you for the things you did wrong. you said so much hurtful things to me just because of your female friend i gulped it down too my hand were shivering i was crying so hard that it was unable to catch the breath but still i did broke up with you i did everything you said without even expecting something in return but still you broke up with me like you never cared i begged you for patch up even though it was all your mistake and you,
you followed your ex the very next day posted a story with you female friend i literally dropdown in tears but still i begged you saying number of sorry please patch up crying my heart out in front of you and chose to say okay i am not going to do it still i waited for 8 damn months begging you for patch up not even knowing that you already started liking other girl you caught feelings for her.
After we our patch up i got to know about all that stuff and you don't know how much hard i cried you said it was attraction but you changed for her and not for me you just forgot about me our relation everything my heart was aching my eyes were drenched somehow i managed to let it go because there was plenty of love for you but only thing that shredded me was that you shared same feeling with her that you use share with me and now also you just get angry whenever i talk about my overthinking or any other thing i don't know why the fuck i am not able to let you go.
YOU WERE ABSOLUTELY RIGHT WHEN YOU SAID WE WERE NOT MEANT TO BE TOGETHER BUT WHO'S GOING TO TEACH THIS TO MY HEART.
i am here crying everyday expecting a love from you expecting you to treat me good not princess treatment but just with love.
I WISH I COULD LEAVE YOU.