Dear Nobody™,

I still have this aching feeling in my in my heart. I act like im fine but every night the tears i shed can fill the a pool because of this unsaid feelings that cant be said , i dont want anyone to worry about me, the independent , the honor student , the strong daughter. Yes im those in their eyes...but why? why cant i tell them the aching feeling...the swollen eyes isnt from movies.... the dizziness isnt from too much sleep...its me drained slowly but scaringly fast.. im scared, i dont want to leave them but my body is giving up slowly...slowly and slowly i feel my body getting more and more weak..my energy draining faster than before...my smile fading and being fake..i hate what im becoming, they still think im still the same as the little girl they knew when i was 5...im tired...but i cant give up yet...yet my body is saying otherwise...