Dear Louis Knuckey,

Happy birthday my love, i wish i were there with you to celebrate it with you. I'm sorry love, so fucking sorry. I should've never lied, i wanted to tell you the truth but i couldn't ..just couldn't. You were the right person for me but at the wrong time. I tried moving on, really did. It's been 5 months and a week. I wrote a song, poems, heck every time i close my eyes all i see are your blue orbs. I sound like a moron. I even changed my username to what it was in hopes if you ever wanted to reconnect, pathetic right?
Funny how we shared same interests, you in Paleontology and i in history. Remember the date we planned to Edinburgh? You were my knight in shining armor and always will be. I even wrote a song for you 'stormy skies'. I go through our texts and end up crying because of the fool I was. Everytime I'm sad..I close my eyes and imagine you..your eyes..your voice..
And if you ever feel lost, my Insta is the same as before.
I love you so so much and I'm very proud of you.
So, happy birthday my love, stay happy and safe, i wish you the best for your future. And I hope that your future woman will cherish you and love you.