Dear Peeps,

IF SOMEONE IS READING JUST SKIP IT!
To be honest I don't know what I want to do with my life?I am scared to choose and live in this cruel world.I never experienced true love!My grandfather was the only peace to me.I had some crushes but it was just some hormone shit(nothing else). I really want someone to care and love me,I have read a lot of letters and for real many are only for LOVE.You all are really lucky to even have experienced it once!

My live is avg middle class life maybe lower middle class with a lot of restrictions.We hve many but we hve to just save it for future crisis. Many of my fam members Fulfill all their hobbies but when it comes to me they want to save.They said ask ur bff to get a tour of her college,i told if u really wanted it you should hve sent me to her college fest!!You know what they said you never asked!The reality is you never let me go to my college fest the fests which are just 30 min away from my home and you will send me to the fest which is 2 hrs away from home.You know many girls of my age just live their life ,no worries at home, night outs,parties,boy friends,many cool friends,trips,fests,no helping at home and I am the opposite.Why is my life like this!

my bro's gf is really fucking bad ,she was like do u want a maid for ur home or daughter in law when i said its good to have a helping daughter in law.
she made faces when i used to join them when they sometimes used to go out.I never noticed it ,i thoght she had tht dirty face but she was getting jealous.She don't hve a good relation with his brother and I know she will definitely break ours too nd also our family.She is bhabhi2.0 who is similar to my aunt's daughter in law.

I hve cut alll ties with my school frnds and society frnds.They just use me.For me they are mfs and for them I am mfs.I sometimes feel like why I am like this .I feel if I die nobody will even come ...HEHEHE!
I am not bad at heart but why?
I sometimes ask that will my future self will bee happy?
I know I have a lot which maybe some people wouldn't hve but why am I sad...

K dramas are so good .I wish I could hve got a goblin like that in tha Guardian!They are just dramas not truth I guess.I wish I also get someone who could understand me...

my bff is also busy with her job she don't hve time for me .I will cut ties with her,I don't hve anyone but just god but I think he sometimes leaves me alone thn where should I go?

This time will pass and maybe I would regret many things,I don't know.

If the person of this site would be reading this then he would be like this girl is out of her mind.
sorry you hve to read this and thnkyou for making this platform.I can scream out loud by writing .It helps a little.
sorry!sorry and sorry!!!!