Dear 🤍,

if im honest, you always affect me whether it was good or bad. when you said i was "overprotective" over you stabbed me in words i couldn't comprehend. it felt like i cared more about you than you did about me. i felt like when it came to me you could not care less. when you got close with sal, it broke me cs you would leave me hanging or reply late when you always had it w her, you gave parts of yourself i never got even tho im just your niece but who cares right? its in the past. and now that you and fia are getting close and quote your words were "Ngl we've will ive been talking to her non stop" and "Just I finally got someone to talk to" and tell me why those words stab me right in the heart. when you said you've been talking to her nonstop its like thats where all the late replies has been. Also, how you said you finally got someone to talk to, so im just a ghost to you? you said that I haven't been on much lately and that you've been starting the convos which is true but is it that easy to find someone to replace me. Was it that easy to just talk to someone else cs I wasn't responding, am I just replaceable? This cycle is never ending, just as I thought I was fine fia walks in. Sal was never a threat to me it was just that I always felt replaceable and not good enough. I mean I love sal and now that fia has taken sal spot that feeling of being replaceable and not good enough is back. I mean I don't know fia that well but she's fun to be around with. Like I DONT CARE who 🤍 hangs out with and that but I just always feel replaceable. but i guess it's a me problem cs i get it you feel suffocated that i get hurt about who you hang out with and that you have no freedom to hang out with whoever you want, well you do have to freedom and i wont bother you no more.