Dear Jakob,

I love him
I know I love him.
More than her, I know it.
Her? Even after everything?
I figured. She has a pretty face.
I guess that's what its all about
Being pretty. That's all you need in life.
I don't have him
so I'm not pretty enough.
I can't love him.
But I do, my heart aches for his love
I love him.