Dear Dear mam & pa,,

I know you guys love me deeply but yet I still feel alone. There's to much happening and I don't know how to tell you guys without you getting mad at me. I would've told you that I've liked 3 different guys and one of them the most recent m&m he doesn't like me back and he's dating my best friend; but I can't tell you that because you'll start asking why I didn't tell you sooner. Another thing I almost failed my college class because I didn't turn in the homeworks but it wasn't due to laziness it was because I felt suffocated like I didn't have time to do anything. I kinda want to quit mariachi but I don't want to let you guys down especially you mom. See I would tell you this but I'm afraid, I'm afraid of upsetting you or anyone.