Dear Everyone,

I have been struggling, I know anyone who interacts with me sees it. So how come it is so easy for her to say it out loud. But yet you all look at her like she is stupid. And you wonder why so many people never ask for help. Because they see the people around them judging other people. Say I never said anything and then I don't wake up the next morning. Tragic, I know. But then everyone is like I never say the signs why didn't she say anything. Because maybe it was a lose lose situation. You say you saw no signs. How about losing weight, flat out telling you that you feel like everyone has given up on you. But no you never saw it or maybe you didn't want to because it would be someones life in your hands and its easier to ignore it than to put up with it.