Dear Nobody™,

I know that I have been given a huge responsibility. I know what I am supposed to do and how I am supposed to feel. The truth is I don't want to do it and I don't feel the way I should.

I carry so much guilt because I feel like an imposter. I would never intentionally remove myself so to speak, but dead people don't feel guilt.

And so, death is something I would welcome to stop the feelings before they find out who I really am.