Dear Dear, Kamille,

It has been months, the last thing you had messaged me with is how I was doing during what is honestly the most sentimental time for me. You were never honest with how you had felt. I was a fool to think that somehow being around you then would help ease the process of grief I had felt, you are a liar. Constantly reminding me that you were a bad girlfriend, and I see it. I had attempted, and tried, to always wanting to be a bigger person. It has been successful in some ways, but the fact you are like an annoying ghost in my head, due to just the responses you had once said. I had huge trust in you, naively and stupidly I complied to being friends. For only you to fall in love with someone else that is conveniently there for you. In a vacuum and from your POV that is not an issue, but you know what, screw you. I just want to say I hate you. I hate you so much, it hurts, the fact that unfortunately I had played out all of the stuff you had probably predicted would happen. Just that you had shown up a lot in my dreams, I never got proper closure, I will never, and I hope much like I won't ever get that closure that I do not ever see you ever again. The fact you had the genuine gall to send that message to me, the fact I never was petty enough to have had sent a message since I found out you have a new boyfriend by then, by someone who I also had known through you. Again, a horrible liar you are. Not ready for a relationship? Yeah sure, just not with me. It's like getting shot twice upon finding out these things, and of course, you never would have found out anyways. All of this to say to respond to your message, no, I was not doing fine. My mental state was at it's worse, on top of not only dealing with you, but having to go through a death of a family member. Which I had held back, believing that one of the reasons you had left was because of the condition of your mother. No, that was not it at all, you were at least honest how you fell out of love. Seriously, congrats I guess, but also screw you, you lying piece of shit.