Dear Gremlin,

There are a million things I still want to tell you but I know I'd never have the ability to.
You're everything I could ever want in a person. you're my other pea in the pod; my other half. I wish I could have had the words to say i do now, but 4 years ago. 2022 will always be one of my favorite years, simply because of you. You taught me so much in the little time that we shared. I will forever hold these things so dearly to my heart. You mean so much to me. You're a really great person even if you fail to realize it now. You look in mirrors that are cracked which make you fail to realize your beauty. I want to tell you so much, but I know it would just ruin our friendship. I understand now that i was just a young girl in love with some girl that couldn't love me the same way i loved her. it still hurts, even though we both have different things going on in life. it may have been 4 years, but I would still wait another 10 if I still felt as if there was a future with us. im still holding on to that hope that there will be another you and me.
If you ever want to give me the chance of telling you these things, text me to meet you at the fountain. we'll feed the fish like we used to do and we'll talk. if not, please know that i will always love you, Goblin.

With So Much Love,
Gremlin