Dear Myself,

I always wanted to have a big family. I always wanted to get married and have kids. We had a very happy family including my mom, dad, sister, brother and me. I always wanted that Now that I'm 31, I sometimes feel like I may never have a partner or children, as I haven't found the right person yet. There's a belief that ending up alone means this is your "last rebirth," and sometimes it feels like the universe is trying to tell me something. Still, I'm learning to accept where I am, finding peace in my independence, and focusing on enjoying my life as it is. But it still hunts me.