Dear muffins...,

i know it's really silly saying that im writing to someone called muffins. well, not technically but your nickname to me - my little secret, was muffins.
i know i still see you and stuff, but i genuinely just don't know what to say anymore to you.
you still look the same you sound the same but ur jst now the same.
i keep asking if u had never fallen for her and u had known me first would fate change our plans?
like im prolly overreacting again and again and over and over we're only getting older praying these walls won't collapse on our shoulders so here's a letter for u and her and i genuinely wish u two are happy and i know u prolly think of me as another stupid girl that likes u but i promise u it's not that easy!
so just
if destiny once again
wants an answer
even then ill choose us
when we go back to strangers