Dear DEAR L,,

I KNOW IT'S BEEN TWO YEARS SINCE OUR FALL OUT BUT I'VE BEEN MISSING YOU DAILY, I MISSED HAVING SOMEONE TO TALK TO, TO CRY TO, TO VENT TO, I MISS YOU. EVENTHOUGH I CAN'T SAY IT TO YOUR FACE BUT I'M SO SORRY FOR BEING SELFISH AND SUCH A TERRIBLE FRIEND. I KNOW YOU COULD NEVER FORGIVE ME FOR WHAT I DID BUT I WOULD DO THE SAME IF I WAS IN YOUR SHOES TOO. I WISH I COULD GO BACK IN TIME TO STOP MYSELF FROM GETTING TEMPTED AND DOING WHAT I DID. I THOUGHT THE GRASS WAS GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE AND I REGRETTED IT SO BAD. I NEVER KNEW WHAT I HAD UNTIL I LOST IT. I REGRET EVERYTHING UNTIL THIS DAY. I KNOW YOU DON'T WANT US TO BE FRIENDS AGAIN AND I RESPECT IT BUT I MISS YOU EVERYDAY, YOU WERE MY BESTFRIEND, YOU SHOWED ME THE TRUE MEANING OF FRIENDSHID AND I TOOK EVERYTHING FOR GRANTED. I MISS US AND HOW CLOSE WE WERE. IT'S BEEN TWO YEARS AND I STILL HAVEN'T APOLOGISE I KNOW YOU MUST HATE ME FOR WHAT I DID BUT MY EGO WAS STOPPING ME FROM APOLOGISING SO TONIGHT I WILL BE APOLOGISING I JUST HOPE YOU'LL TAKE IT WELL AND WE CAN BECOME FRIENDS AGAIN ( I HOPE SO) EVEN IF WE DON'T.