Dear first love,

i reckon this is my 5th letter ive sent on one of these websites, and i know you wont ever see them but i hope you understand how much you hurt me, how much you ruined love for me. When i first saw you with that blonde girl, i think my heart broke into a million peices , knowing that we were truly over. When we had first broken up i think i went through our old messages over 100 times, each crying at you calling me your baby. I keep on replaying our story, from the first time i saw you on the first day of high school to seeing you with 5 different girls at the same time. If you were to ever say i didnt care or i never loved you i think i would break down in tears right then and there because im pretty sure everyone knew how much i was heartbroken over you, i mean i cried, break down and all to one of your bestfriends and i don't cry to anyone. I shouldve seen it coming. I mean a '360' of my outfit how dumb could i been, but the thing is i knew, i knew what your intetions where, but i was fine with it because i had you.