Dear jakob,

honestly I genuinely love you and I don't know how to stop. and I know you're dating Jannine but like idk i just wanted for us to be a possibility. and like I know we talk as regular friends but sometimes it genuinely doesn't feel like were just friends it feels like were more and honestly I'm just so fed up with everything that Jannine is doing because guys she's doing so many things behind your back and I know she is but all the evidence i have is not even proper and i hate thins i hate wanting to look out for you but not being able to because i don't have the full picture. I genuinely hope you never find this but if somehow you do happen to stumble upon this just know you being in my life changed me more than i would've ever imagined.