Dear Nobody™,
I fantasize about being held by someone who loves me. It doesn't matter who it is. Or even if its a person at all. The concept of being loved is what i crave in any capacity. I just want someone to love me like i want to love someone else.
And when i realize that this will never become a reality i cry myself to sleep then i wake up and act as if nothing ever happened. Because i go on with my life clinging to a false hope that maybe i'll get lucky enough to get what i so desperately crave.