Dear someone,

hi, i miss you, a lot. probably would never be able to say that to you on your face anymore, sucks. I've missed a lot of you, and i dont even know when it'll pass or stop, why would i want it to, but how will i stay sane if it doesn't, how are you holding up? i am sorry i acted like i didnt care, i really really care, did i just make you up, T? were you not really real, did you all fake your niceties for me, did you really even like me, that you gave up on me so randomly, with a reason, but i couldnt or am not able to gulp it. maybe you were just a normal actual pune hinge guy, that i thought was genuine, and should have rather kept you un important, i didnt know how the world has started to be anymore, i am a romantic by hearrt, i dont know how to play, i want to say i love you, but do i? do i love a boy who left me in the ocean because his mom didnt send him to play outside at 23? I asked you this, you ignored my qts, i cant keep having you inside my tiny brain 24/7 please get out for real time, i really miss being cute w you, my first kiss , my first anything, i really enjoyed my time w you, i hoped i'd had more of those, but its okay, thats what you want i cant force you to want me back now can i, Love is supposed to be lived with one another, not left alone to be broken.