Dear myself,

i am a raging lesbian and a hopeless masochist and a damn fool and a complete failure a procrastinator with complete confidence too headstrong too independent too much of a sobbing person i love being so chaotic and stupid i dont care i love this stupidity i love irrationality i hate who i used to know who would hold me down i love freedom i hate fascism i hate geopolitics i hate taxes i hate what we've done to the world nothing matters in the future i hate the future i want now now now i will never have kids i dont care but caring is the only thing that matters the more the world gets comfortable and careless the more i must care i love you world