Dear Nobody™,

I don't know what's wrong in my brain. I want to die, I want it so much it consumes me. It's all I think about all the time and I don't think anyone really cares, especially my friend. Since Dember I've had this feeling I wouldn't make it out alive of 2026, Im still hoping something will happen to me so that I can fucking die and move on with the next life. I don't know what wrong choices Ive made in this but I really don't care. I really don't. Im tired and angry.