Dear Myself (and whoever relates),

Everyone considered and still considers me as a good student. In fact, i was. Till 8th-9th grade. Now im finishing 12th grade and my finals begin in a day. The whole year i was procrastinating. Everyone was constantly telling me to study but I couldnt listen to them. And here i am now, stressing, while i know it's my fault. I cant imagine people's and especially my family's disappointment after the results. Cause in this moment, i dont even care about myself. I didn't want it to be like this. i know it's my fault.