Dear S,

That is pathetic. When you were texting back immediately and gave me a lot of attention, i was so excited that it is finally happening, you are treating me as a friend! yet i was anxious bcz i knew it wouldn't last and you would get overwhelmed by talking too much. Indeed you dipped after 2 days.
To you it was just a conversation that happens once in a long while but to me it's chaos, i got driven back to overthinking abt you non-stop and missing you and wanting you to talk to me again.. idk what's wrong with me, is it bcz i could never get enough of you or bcz it rarely happens and i collapse when it does. Am i in love with you or are you triggering my abandonment issues? I'M GOING INSANE.