Dear my sun,

i think im in love with you but we've known each other since we were 8 years old. you're the best thing to ever happen to me, you are the only person i cant lose, if the world turned its back on me i wouldn't care but you.. I can't lose you. you are my sun, my lungs, my heart, you are sleep when i need rest. i'd rather die than lose you. i choose to stay silent, than to speak of this to you. you're straight and im gay, you're everything i cant have. i dont ever wanna say goodbye to you. i miss you so much and maybe what im feeling is so platonic that im confusing it for love, i've never been one to know what love feels like but for the first time in my life, saying im falling for someone and that someone being you, it doesnt scare me as it did everytime i had a crush on someone. my fight or flight mode isnt on, im not scared of making a mistake in who i'd be choosing because its you. whether it be platonic or romantic, as long as its you im forever safe. i only wish the best on you.