Dear Dear ex bff,

I am so fucking sorry I wasn't there and ik I messed up rlly bad, and ik I'm bad and everything but... I never thought you were actually gonna hurt this much, what happened to 'forever'? What happened to growing up together and my kids calling you aunt?, what abt all the fucking memories we made?, and everything just for at the end not get nothing, everything I tried was messed up and to be honest, I just rlly got tired, of a lot, and I can't believe we promised to be their but at the end you just... left, I guess I was right when I said I'm always alone, even if I have 20 ppl around me, it's hard to see myself without the person I thought I was growing up with but it was not you, you became a person I can't tell that I recognize... bc I don't, I just wanted my friend back, but your are not longer her