Dear Whoever wants to read,

Everyday is just a repetitive loop, I'm trapped and I'm never going to escape it. Sure there's other opportunities like further education or other employment pathways but they're all the same.

I feel like I'm going through the motions but not truly doing anything with my life. It's fun to hang out with others, be social, may recap some work but it's not working towards anything. I know what I want to do but I don't know if I can do it. I'm just so tired. So burnt out. So done.

Nothing I'll do will have a difference, we're just miniature beings destroying a miniature planet in a massive solar system so nothing truly matters.

But then again, if nothing truly matters why not do something I enjoy? Sure it might not change the world but if I can make at least one person's day better that's better than nothing.

So, even if everything feels like its going to shit, you've just got to keep going.

That's all any of us can do.

Keep going, especially when it's hard.