Dear Carl Angelo Galope,

hi bei im sorry if na annoy naka saako gusto lang nako man gud na mabalik pa ang spark, bisan sa tiktok lang ta nagkaila nang dahil sa streak una dili ko ganahan saimo kay attitude ka harsh kathe way saimong pag chat pero As we chat more, I feel like you are different from the others and I started to get attached to you. I have no experience in dating, but I feel this is really how others feel when someone treats them right. Since I'm a Wattpad reader, I don't fall for your flirts, but as we chatted more, I started getting attached to you even though I kept telling myself that I have high standards, it seems to have disappeared because I felt that you are interested in me.You promised me that I would be your only girl, you didn't look for ways just to make me jealous, but I'm not a jealous person either. You would update me, we would have late night talks even though in the morning my mom would scold me for staying up late, but I didn't mind because I like talking to you. Just chatting with you makes me feel happy, like my day is complete. But over time, my avoidant side seemed to resurface, though I kept fighting it because I like talking to you. Sometimes I would be cold towards you, and then you would act like nothing happened, which is what I liked about you. But as our chat went on, it seemed like you started to get cold, like you didn't feel like talking to me anymore. I felt sad and broken because you changed. You were cold and took a long time to reply so I decided to break up because I was hurt, then I sent you a long message and realized that you have no emotional intelligence and didn't care about my feelings, so that's why I decided to break up with you, and I cried then because I couldn't handle losing you. I messaged you again, but your chat seemed like there was no spark, so I assumed you already met someone new and moved on from me, but I still can't forget you. I decided to stop chatting with you because I would only get hurt since I know you don't care about my feelings, and I told myself not to lowkey yearn for you until I forget you. I can't forget you because of the streak we still have on TikTok, but I still hope you chat with me again. I waited but got nothing, no honor, no congrats on my birthday, not even a happy birthday. I waited but nothing. I realize that maybe I was just a pampalipas nang oras and I cried then on April 20, you messaged me again. I hesitated whether to reply or not but because I was so attached to you, I replied to you and it was still the same, cold. I became vulnerable, I always tried to keep our conversation alive, no matter what I texted you, but you were still cold. Then maybe I am just a pastime for you. Even though you lack emotional intelligence, I accepted that. Even your slow replies, I respected that because I really wanted to talk to you. I missed you so much, but fuck, you said you missed me too, but I didn't feel it. One day I woke up to the truth that I am not the woman you are willing to pursue and I was deeply hurt by that because I was willing to risk so much for you since I love you so much, but fuck, you didn't care about my feelings in your actions. It was like you were just like other men. Maybe I am someone you liked, but not someone you are willing to pursue. Ang gusto lang nako ma ingon saimoha nga goodluck to your journey and dont forget to pray and naarako dinhi i pray pud tika and sana kung makakita nakag lain treat her better not the way you treated me naarako dinhi permi naghulat saimoha dili ko mangitag lain magpaabot rako saimoha even nga wala nay spark saako if matupad man akong dream and if i have enough money adtuon tika sainyuha and makig talk saimoha dili tika kalimtan og dili tika malimtan unta matupad nimo imohang gpang ingon saako sa lain nga girl naarko dinhi ga support saimoha again dont forget to pray CARL for the last time I LOVE YOU CARL INGAT KA LAGI PINAG PRA-PRAY KITA KAY GOD I LOVE YOU ALWAYS CARL