Dear Nobody™,

i made myself get over you months ago because i felt guilty about the weight of my feelings. i know it wouldn't have worked out anyways and would prefer us staying close friends than have everything tainted after a failed relationship. i'm not crushing the way i used to but i think falling in unreciprocated love with you and letting go was inevitable. i don't want to be with you, i'm just afraid i'll never like a guy this much again.