Dear Victor,

Vic I'm sorry I can't be with u ur so kind and gentle and u have a beautiful soul n that's why I love u but if we were together I'd just ruin u. Im not a good person like u and I'd hate myself if I were to take ur innocent and not be able to give I the love u deserved but I do hope u know u are dearly loved even if I can't show it.

And ik it probably makes me and even worse person for not being able to say this to you and I'm sorry for that