Dear Miguel,

You know, the first time I met you I could say you were a really nice guy, but you're also a very confusing one at point. People told me stories of how horrible you were, but I only saw the good in you even in times when you were insulting me and pushing me away. I only wanted to be your friend, but I guess I never really did a good job being one. I'm sorry.

If I were being honest, I missed venting out everything to you, I missed our quarrels, and useless fights. I missed the time that you were gentle, you always knew the right words to say when I wasn't okay, it was like I was heard for the very first time I moved in this hell-bent town. I still liked playing genshin, I stopped playing because I couldn't really play it anymore. I just wanted you to know that I tried my best but also failed at being a friend to you and I'm sorry.

You've changed a lot on the way you look and act, but I know there's still parts of the blondie I knew back in high school. I guess parting ways was for the best, I hope that someday we'll meet again and I hope by then the bitter past was gone. I missed you a lot.

P.S. I hope we could still keep the promise we made back when you were 17 that we'd try exploring creepy locations from randounautica. Just don't kill me though, my boyfriend still needs me.