Dear person who is lost,

I have a feeling in my chest that I want to explore the world, to learn new things and to feel everything . it is always had been my longing to run away, not from all this responsibilities as a child, but all I want is to feel that I am free, i want to discover the world alone and maybe it is selfish, but that is what i want. i want to feel a sense of belonging not just a temporary, but a place where my heart and thoughts can sit without worrying what tomorrow looks like, what to feel, what my future will be, not to question my growth, my existance or question WHO I AM TRULY? i have so many dreams, i feel so deep, yet I always feel lost.

it is really a curse for me to be a person who feel everything, because when you are this kind of person you suck everything and as for me, i always try to look for answers about what it meant to live. I always find myself lost at my own emotions and thoughts, It stops for a moment but it never ends, why do i feel this? it was foolish of me to think that I am a better person, that i understand everyone's pain. and I feel empty every time. I walk through this world without truly knowing WHO I AM OR WHO I WANT TO BE.