Dear Cedric,

I'm so sorry for treating you the way I did and I really do regret it every single second. I feel like you'll really never forgive and thats reasonable but that dosen't make it ok for you to just play with me. All I want is a real apology from you for everything that you've been doing for the past 3 years. Maybe then I'll be honest with you and we could get back together with no resentment and worries. My parents still ask about you. Please just please don't give up on me.